I identify so strongly with this. I feel like an imposter, and an outsider, regardless of whom I'm with. With male-presenting folks, I feel like I'm trying to be "one of the guys" because I'm a bit "boy-ish" and like sports. When I'm with female-presenting people, I feel clumsy and "too masculine" but I identify as a bi Cis-female... Until I found the neuroqueer community, I had no idea where the hell I fit in. I still feel out of place a lot, but at least I'm starting to find some like-minded people. Thank you for sharing!